Fei

What should I update about here? Any suggestions?

kind of an old project but ...

I tried a couple Youtube Audio Swap songs with it and its hilarious hahaha

Once in a while, my body is overcome with the need to realize itself as just a bundle of nerves. It feels as if I am reaching out to a grasp something at a distance which is just barely, out of my reach. I have a hard time breathing normally, as if my cardiovascular system is trying to prepare itself for any sudden shock, like for example taking a shower with freezing cold water. This most often happens when I am reading Murakami's novels. I feel utterly alone, but I know that his writing is successful in that many can relate to his characters in a number of ways. Also, the dilemmas of people around me are becoming my own and I can't tell fact from fiction.

I am perplexed and uncomfortable and feel, essentially, like a crazy person.

Okay so this chick is from Beijing, but she doesn't look Chinese at all. Yeah she's cute, but it's because she's abiding by the standard of cute-ness in Asia (based on Japanese or Korean standards, kind of like a mild ageha look).

So what does a cute Chinese girl look like, and how do you know that it's Chinese cuteness, short of wearing the traditional garb?

Ben Bigelow
Megan Daalder
Joseph Gillette

BAHAHAHAHA

Our birthday cake from Sunday

Mostly nervous about item #5.

Consensus reality (rarely or mistakenly called "consensual reality")[1] is an approach to answering the question "What is real?", a profound philosophical question, with answers dating back millennia; it is almost invariably used to refer to human consensus reality, though there have been mentions of feline and canine consensus reality.[2] It gives a practical answer - reality is either what exists, or what we can agree by consensus seems to exist; the process has been (perhaps loosely and a bit imprecisely) characterised as "[w]hen enough people think something is true, it... takes on a life of its own." The term is usually used disparagingly as by implication it may mean little more than "what a group or culture chooses to believe," and may bear little or no relationship to any "true reality", and, indeed, challenges the notion of "true reality".